the wait's long..& hazy

7th October 2006
Make-up aft a nite slp, as usual..hee...Daddy went for his badminton session, mummy din go, staying at home, tonite Aunt Shermaine's weddg dinner... Stayed at home to do a bit of chores and folded little Rayden's baby clothes..so tiny so cute!! Daddy v kwai oso..went buy mummy's fav zhu chang fen for breakfast.. yummy.. then he went off for his badminton session.Aft in evening, getting ready for the dinner..but alas, mummy blur blur, keep thinking the dinner is at Raffles Hotel, parked in carpark then realised when Aunt Peiling said, not Swissotel meh..aiyoyo...It's Raffles the Plaza, which is Swissotel, mummy blur blur lo..... we go over quickly, hengs it's so near, we reach there slightly before 830pm...phew..Auntie Shermaine is so pretty tat nice... wat a sweet little princess...Uncle Dennis also handsome... hee..more talkative tat nite..he used to stay v quiet..hee..wat a lovely couple...Food ok oni... but was so glad seeing them happily settled down finally..hee..Tonite, again hazy hazy like ytr nite....

8th October 2006
Prior Daddy went for his usual basketball session, we went over to grandma's house for lunch, porridge..yummy..at the same time mummy went over to steal some mooncakes to eat, glutton mummy.hee..... Then grandma and Ah Yee voluntered to come over to acc mummy n help mummy w laundry when daddy go for his basketball..how nice of them to help mummy.. And Grandma have a slight slip when she climbed up the stairs to our house...So sad..but nothing happened..phew... poor grandma, Rayden u must sayang grandma okie..she gg to take care of u when u come out... be fillial to elders eh my darling Rayden... but i know u will coz u been a good boy n u sure be a good boy! Then evening daddy came home, send grandma n ah yee home then buy dinner back for mummy lo...then end then day... but today is a sleepy day for both dad n mum..dunno why.. *yawns*

17th Oct 2006 (Tuesday)
Hmmm..as usual hazy hazy day, but alot better than yesterday liao.. ytr reaches ard PSI 135....evil.. At last, today been feeling better, had a big fight with hubby on sunday nite.Sunday nite, went to mil's place for dinner, she cooked tat nite. Then while chatting, then she realised I am going to have my confinement at my mum's place, then she commented, why do it there, why not at our own house (as in our new house). Then hubby told her new house only him and myself, no helpers around, and my mum is not convenient to move over coz she need to take care of my dad n siblings as well. Then she said, very easy one la new born, when hubby leaves house to work, make sure bby is fed n change new nappies, he will sleep through, then i also sleep through, no need to worry abt baby. SURE?! That was my reaction, all my frens who gv birth told me baby cried alot, dirtied nappies, hungry and for no reasons. If during the first week, when I still tired and bby keep crying, wont i fall graudually into depression, coz no helpers. Then she mentioned, if staying at my mum's place, she and her relatives inconveniences when visitg the baby. I guessed that's the main reason, coz wat so bad of having extra helps when my mum's so willing to. I was abit pissed then, but i din show, plain selfishness. Furthermore, my EDD is on the 13Nov, then she said she can take a few days leaves to take care of me when i gv birth, can help out, but 17Nov, she's gg to HK, if fall on tat dates, she cant, see, this is how she wanna help out? HK tour and newborn, which is more impt? Well, i shall rest the case. Cant be bothered, at least i know how sincere she's to "help out".Then during our ride home, hubby was thinking shall we stay at our own house instead of the initial planned to go to my mum's. I was angered then, did he get affected by his mum? I flared at him, we kinda hv a fight, coz all along been planned lidat, and now, 4weeks to my delivery, he wanna change? It's such a dissapointment to my parents, they been so eager to receive us and our newborn.After all the heated arguements etc, he finally agree to, more pros going to my mum's place, baby and myself better taken care of and he can go to work at ease. Of coz beside those moving of things, squeezing into single bed etc...mundane problems... our final conclusion as of now, to move to my mum's place after delivery and if really conditions really not tat favourable, then we move back our own house. Coz at my mum's place, more poeple, so our newborn more prone to noise and bacteria/germs ..this i agree lo..... But good engf, each of us taken a step back, shall stay over, if really cant cope aft 2wks etc, we juz move back. So tonite, gg my parents's house and discuss with them lo. The way we break the news to them on sunday nite must hv saddened them. I felt so bad towards it.Btw, today is Amelia's birthday, our big sister in the company..... treated her for a small lunch, everytin been fine...I so blessed to have these frens with me over my entire process, supporting me, advising me, through marriage to house renovation and abt birth giving, and soon kids upbringing. And my dearest dearest little Rayden, you are 36wk old now in mummy's tummy, and still as ever, kicking n tossing actively n hard... hee... cute little baby, mummy n daddy have been so eager to see you n cuddle u in our arms. Preparations have been done... all mummy need to be pack barang barang in case u came out earlier to see us. Love you sweetie and I love our little family..